~freak of the sea~

me….to her…
Fri, 10 May 2013 02:56:24 -0400

me….to her…

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Thu, 09 May 2013 05:27:11 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

beben-eleben: One of the BEST ad campaigns about representation...

Wed, 08 May 2013 07:21:36 -0400

beben-eleben:

One of the BEST ad campaigns about representation I have seen.

Everyone has a backbone. Use yours.

i’ve been in love with summer for like..forever <3

Wed, 08 May 2013 03:28:20 -0400

i’ve been in love with summer for like..forever <3

watching beautiful fireworks display is one of the things that...

Wed, 08 May 2013 02:39:07 -0400

watching beautiful fireworks display is one of the things that can really, genuinely make me smile and forget the world for just a while. it’s like my heart has been stolen for a few minutes and i’ve been in awe. :)

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Tue, 07 May 2013 21:40:19 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

shaka!

Tue, 07 May 2013 03:45:22 -0400

shaka!

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Tue, 07 May 2013 03:03:09 -0400

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Tue, 07 May 2013 02:20:04 -0400

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Tue, 07 May 2013 01:43:51 -0400

Simpleng landian. Malalim na pagkakaibigan. Malungkot na hiwalayan. Tao nga naman, bilis magbago....

Thu, 02 May 2013 23:55:22 -0400

Simpleng landian. Malalim na pagkakaibigan. Malungkot na hiwalayan.

Tao nga naman, bilis magbago. Kahapon ang saya saya nyo pa, tapos ngayon parang di nyo na kilala ang isa’t isa. If you’re reading this right now, I’m pretty sure you’ll know it’s for you.

Nagsimula tayo sa isang nakakabaliw at nakakakilig na landian (funny? Yeah, but it’s true). I don’t usually reveal myself to anyone the way I opened up myself when I’m with you. I was able to fully express my emotions and true self when I met you, ang galing nga e..it’s like I’ve found my soulmate in you, but then again, what usually happens to any freaking story…life. I admit, siguro sating dalawa, I fell in love first. Gullible ko talaga. Just when I thought the wall I built to protect myself from falling was high enough, ayan ka, pinabagsak mo at kino-quer ang puso ko (nakakainis!). Di naman kita masisi, di ko din magawang magalit sayo, kasi ako to e, nararamdaman ko to..at di ko din naman pinipilit sayo.

You know for a fact that I treated you as one of my dearest friends. But as time goes by, unti-unti ko naramdaman na mas mahal pala kita ng higit pa sa isang kaibigan. I wanted to share your miseries and pain, I cried for you, pag malungkot ka, I’m even sadder, at pag masaya ka naman, mas masaya ang puso ko. Gusto ko lagi kong naririnig yung boses mo, nakikita yung mga mata mo, kaka-hypnotize kase yang mga titig na yan e. ang dami kong gustong gawin ng ikaw ang kasama, but all of that is not possible now. At nasasaktan ako dahil dun.

Sabi ko noon maghihintay ako kahit gano pa katagal, hanggang sa mahalin mo din ako gaya ng pagmamahal ko sayo. Sabi ko pa nga, I’d rather have you even just for a friend, than not to have you in my life at all, pero damn! Ang hirap pala nun. Yung pakiramdam na kailangan kong tiisin ang araw araw na nabibiyak yung puso ko dahil yung kaibigan ko na mahal na mahal ko..e hindi naman ako kayang mahalin. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang gantong klaseng sakit (to be honest),sayo lang. Sobra nga siguro ang pagmamahal ko sayo Kaps.

Nung sinabi mo na ayaw mong mawala ako sa buhay mo, natuwa ako nun sa galak! Pero binawi din agad ng lungkot kase nga, kaibigan lang naman ang tingin mo saken. Sorry ha, di ako makuntento sa kung ano lang ang kaya mong ibigay saken. Patawad. Ako naman kase, parang wolf magmahal. Once na makita ko na yung taong mamahalin ko, yung pakiramdam ko e itinadhanang makasama ko forever, sya na yun at di na ko maghahanap pa ng iba. Tanga ko ba? Sorry ulit ha.

Hindi ko din inakala na aabot ako sa point na to, umiiyak sa harap ng desktop habang tinatype ang mga salitang nababasa mo ngayon. Nung nakilala kasi kita, hindi ko na nakita yung buhay ko na wala ka e. Pero all good things must come to an end di ba? Wala naman talagang nagtatagal. Lahat nawawala, lahat nagbabago.

And now, I’ve decided to go on with my life. Living a life without you I know would bring a hell lot of heartaches to me, but I’ll get through it day by day, little by little. Wala naman akong choice di ba? Sana lang dumating yung araw na pag nagkita tayo, makakangiti din ako…yung totoo, at magagawa kong sabihin sayo na sa kabila ng sakit at hirap na pinagdaanan ko para lang makalimutan ka, heto ako oh, masaya..masaya kahit wala ka.

Not all people are meant to stay. Ang hiling ko lang sana maging masaya ka. Mahanap mo yung happiness na matagal mo ng hinahanap. Lagi mong tatandaan na sinakripisyo ko ang puso at pagmamahal ko para lang makita mo yung nakalaan at talagang makakapagpaligaya sayo. Tangina kasi friend..mahal na mahal kita.

“and maybe someday, we’d truly be capable of...

Thu, 02 May 2013 06:43:44 -0400

“and maybe someday, we’d truly be capable of appreciating the beauty of life.”

”Shay: No one wants to marry me. Ashley: I want to marry...

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 23:13:38 -0400

”Shay: No one wants to marry me. Ashley: I want to marry you.”

their kind of friendship… <3

you're pretty good at creative/technical writing, and most of time you're opinionated, i liked that though :) your posts, they seemed to be very intimate and personal. sorry for being an anon :)

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 21:09:06 -0400

Wow thank you sweet anon:) I think blogging has been my emotional outlet since 2010 and I must say it helped me a lot. It’s just really nice to know that people out there appreciates my writings that’s all:)

Pretty Little Liars Season 1-4 posters

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 20:36:53 -0400

Pretty Little Liars Season 1-4 posters

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Thu, 25 Apr 2013 19:59:15 -0400

make or break your day, have a nice day! :)

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 19:43:16 -0400

make or break your day, have a nice day! :)

for a quality relaxation experience, a resort must (at least)...

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 03:18:56 -0400

for a quality relaxation experience, a resort must (at least) have…

a nice and classy bar
dining table over looking the open sea
a cosy buffet full of mouth-watering food
one-with-nature ambiance
wine rack on display
clean and comfy looking sala

do you like reading? i mean what's your favorite books so far?

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 23:39:52 -0400

Hi anon! I actually love reading :) I only read books that catches my interest of if I think I’d get something from that book. I’m currently reading The Alienist by Caleb Carr. It’s an investigative-thriller type of book.:)

“what amazes me is the fact that whichever road i choose...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 02:30:21 -0400

“what amazes me is the fact that whichever road i choose to take, i know that it’ll always lead me back to you.”

~freak of the sea~

me….to her… Fri, 10 May 2013 02:56:24 -0400 me….to her…

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

beben-eleben: One of the BEST ad campaigns about representation...

i’ve been in love with summer for like..forever <3

watching beautiful fireworks display is one of the things that...

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

shaka!

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Simpleng landian. Malalim na pagkakaibigan. Malungkot na hiwalayan. Tao nga naman, bilis magbago....

“and maybe someday, we’d truly be capable of...

”Shay: No one wants to marry me. Ashley: I want to marry...

you're pretty good at creative/technical writing, and most of time you're opinionated, i liked that though :) your posts, they seemed to be very intimate and personal. sorry for being an anon :)

Pretty Little Liars Season 1-4 posters

Photo

make or break your day, have a nice day! :)

for a quality relaxation experience, a resort must (at least)...

do you like reading? i mean what's your favorite books so far?

“what amazes me is the fact that whichever road i choose...

me….to her…
Fri, 10 May 2013 02:56:24 -0400

me….to her…