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  • 11th July
    2014
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  • 10th July
    2014
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10 Things I Recklessly Made You Feel Which I Am Sorry For

It is never easy to fall in love with someone who’s emotionally bipolar. Emotionally Bipolar, is that even a legit mental or psychological term? Well, that’s how I describe my mental state when it comes to being in a relationship. Loving someone with a mental state like mine could be very frustrating; mentally tiring, disappointing, and can make you go insane even. I can go from the very loving, sweet, caring, bubbly, and thoughtful girlfriend today to a complete “look all the fucks I care” kind of bitch the next day. My personality exists on the both ends of the string, I can’t do middle. Loving someone like me is a very tough job and the worst thing that could happen is you regretting that you even dared yourself to fall in love with me only to get hurt at the end. This state, let me tell you, is also hard for me to explain and understand, well at least I had the creativity to give it a name for that matter. This past few weeks, or it’s been a month or two already that I’ve been this kind of person, a total opposite of the person you used to know and love, you might be asking questions like “who the hell are you?” or “what did you do to my girlfriend?” So here’s the list of the 10 things I know I recklessly made you feel, and maybe still feeling until now which I am sorry for.

  1. Wondering. I know you are wondering what has happened to me, why the sudden coldness and my seemingly don’t care behavior towards you. Maybe you have a lot of questions in your mind right now, like what’s wrong and everything; I don’t even know how to answer that to be honest. While it is I who made you wonder like this, I hope it wouldn’t be too much for me to ask for your understanding and patience; even though you’ve found no reason to understand me at all.    
  2. Frustrated. Tons of messages and stories every day and only a few messages in return, that’s frustrating enough. It’s as if I don’t really care how the hell you’ve been and or I’m too busy I don’t even have the time to tell you how my day went by. I may have not in your shoes but trust me; I know how frustrating that can be.
  3. Hanging. I’ve changed all of a sudden and without a single word or any explanation, you’re hanged. I know it’s unfair because I could’ve at least tried to explain this state that I’m going through right now, but the very thought of my current condition don’t make sense to me either so I cannot bring myself to explain it to you. I left you hanging and wondering like a lost soul seeking for answers and I’m sorry for that.  
  4. Doubtful. We’re in a long distance relationship and when communication gets a little choppy, sure thing we’ll be screwed. If my being emotionally bipolar cause you any doubt, I’m sorry. If this causes you to question my love for you, I will not hold it against you. But I don’t know what to feel anymore.
  5. Unloved. By some reason that I made you feel unloved because of my being emotionally bipolar, I’m sorry. That would be the last thing that I wanted you to feel but I still made you feel this way. It must be miserable to see that the person you love is slowly drifting away and that you cannot do a thing about it because she won’t let you. It seems to you that all my walls have gone up and there’s no way that i’ll let you in, but the truth is, there is no wall. Just that I’ve become invisible even to myself.  
  6. Insignificant. I knew you were sick and I didn’t even bothered to ask if you’re well already or how you’ve been. That was very un-thoughtful of me as a girlfriend and prolly made you feel unimportant during that time. I used to cry as a baby when I was worrying about you, when something bad has happened to you but then all of a sudden, not a single drop of caring from me. I’m sorry. 
  7. Ignored. “SEEN” four letter word but hurts like hell when you experienced it. And I did that to you one too many times. 
  8. Alone. We used to talk a lot before, daydream every night; we used to plan things and joke around things…but now that I feel like distancing myself from you, I know it breaks your heart when every night I make you feel alone. Maybe I’ve been so cruel because I couldn’t even bring myself to say a decent good night. 
  9. Sad. I know it makes you feel sad thinking about what’s happening between us, scared things are falling apart and you don’t even notice it, and it also makes you sad because we are million miles away from each other and you thought to yourself that if only you could give me a hug, things might go back to the way they were. What’s even sadder is that the very thought of me and my unfortunate condition makes you sad. 
  10. Hurt. All of these sums up to this feeling - HURT. It’s painful enough that you can’t do a thing about my unfortunate condition, but the thought of me not doing anything about it is what hurts you the most. You’re afraid that I might let it all happen and let things break just like that. Well, here’s a news for you, you’re wrong because I am doing everything to think through things, evaluate myself, and even reminisce all the moments we had just to find what has been hiding for a moment.

I am sorry for making you feel like this, but I cannot be sorry for being an emotional bipolar because this is part of who I am. I know I am hard to love, but if you could just hold on for a little bit longer, maybe you’ll realize that I can be bearable at times, you’ll just have to be very patient with me because I might tend to push you away for so many times, although what I’ve been meaning to tell you is to stay by my side.    

(Source: brokenreylroad)

  • 22nd June
    2014
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Few snapshots from my spontaneous Friday roadtrip going to Abu Dhabi. I went there to pick up the package that my mom sent through our very good relative there. Since my uncle’s at work and my other cousin’s still sleeping, Chin, my aunt, and I have to take the public transportation going there. Bus ride from Sharjah to Abu Dhabi costs AED30.00 while going back costs only AED25.00 (I don’t know why is that).

The travel took roughly three hours and the ventilation inside the bus is not really very relaxing (or it’s just me being the meticulous kid that I am).

These photos were taken using Heaven (my trusty iTouch 4th Gen) which I always bring with me instead of my digital camera (because you know, much more handy).

This is basically my life so far and I’m looking forward for more spontaneous road trips and hopefully, a real hardcore summer activity sooner (which I badly need by the way). much love!

Abu Dhabi, UAE (2014)  

(Source: brokenreylroad)

  • 26th May
    2014
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Thank God for long weekend. I was able to be somehow productive at home, did a lot of Skype chikka with mom, was able to do some self – pampering stuff like manicure and pedicure which I haven’t done in ages already! Not to mention my body’s a bit sore from helping my cousin do some house chores, although it did me good actually because I burned some fats. Without further whatsoever, here are some snapshots of my life so far.
 ➸ Reminisced childhood memories when babe sent me this dragonfly that she caught on her camera while she and her friends are having a little reunion by the river. Nostalgic indeed! This picture reminded me that all the material things that I lack when I was a child was nothing as compared to all the life long memories that I have gained from living a simple yet adventurous life in the province.
➸ This random sketch that babe found on the balcony of their house. I’m so glad she found and sent it to me because then I had an idea as to what “gift or surprise” shall I make for her for our upcoming 6th month. 
➸ Awakening my inner somewhat artistic soul. I really couldn’t boast of my art skills but when I’m in the mood, I can be pretty artistic too. Since we’re on LDR, I really dedicate time and exert effort in doing something “special” for her. I’m a sucker for gift giving and I totally suck at giving gifts, but I do love to put some personal touch on everything that I will give to the people that I love. For this month, and my mood allowed me to do so, I tried to sketch some of my favorite pictures of her and two of them are sketches of her and her most hated crab! Seriously, I was laughing the entire time I was doing the sketches because I could only imagine her reaction on the crab. I haven’t done sketching in ages and I must say, I think the output’s satisfactory. Hey! It’s the effort that counts right?
➸ She’s the type of girl who’s not really into sweet things and I’m pretty sure she’s not even aware that she’s being sweet sometimes. She sent me these flowers and asked me randomly, “I haven’t gave you flowers before right?” which of course is a yes because I haven’t received a single leaf or petal from her before. I found it too cute and sweet of her because it seems like the idea just came out of nowhere but then the act itself is too sweet for me. I don’t know if she’s even aware that what she did is so nakakakilig.
➸ Chasing sunset every day. It has become a part of my everyday life to try and catch some sunset on my way home, then babe and I will exchange shots afterwards. It’s amazing how you get to see the same sun everyday yet you get to feel different emotions upon seeing it, you know what I mean? It’s like they may be the same sunset, but the memories or the events that you can acquaint to it would vary from time to time, it changes everyday.       
➸ So this sunflower grew out of our pet bird’s leftovers. I just find the situation quite amusing because I can relate her growth with the concept of adaptation. Isn’t it very challenging to adapt to an environment that is out of your comfort zone? Pretty scary yet the very thought of it excites me in a way that I wanted to be this sunflower – I can be thrown anywhere and still manage to live, bloom, and survive.
➸ Since I literally stayed inside the house the whole weekend, I decided to pay the front yard a visit. It was 6 o’clock in the afternoon when I decided to go out and these sparkly flashes of light caught my attention. It’s just so mesmerizing to see how they sparkle against the leaves and branches of the tree, so calm and so natural. Reminds me of home.
P.S. I wasn’t able to do some journal writing and updating of blog post ideas because I realized I have to give my eyes and brain a break from the computer and from anything that will further exhaust them. But Ramadan is fast approaching so maybe I’ll use my spare time during those days to totally have some journal lovin’ and blog posts updating. Much love! ♥   

Thank God for long weekend. I was able to be somehow productive at home, did a lot of Skype chikka with mom, was able to do some self – pampering stuff like manicure and pedicure which I haven’t done in ages already! Not to mention my body’s a bit sore from helping my cousin do some house chores, although it did me good actually because I burned some fats. Without further whatsoever, here are some snapshots of my life so far.

 Reminisced childhood memories when babe sent me this dragonfly that she caught on her camera while she and her friends are having a little reunion by the river. Nostalgic indeed! This picture reminded me that all the material things that I lack when I was a child was nothing as compared to all the life long memories that I have gained from living a simple yet adventurous life in the province.

This random sketch that babe found on the balcony of their house. I’m so glad she found and sent it to me because then I had an idea as to what “gift or surprise” shall I make for her for our upcoming 6th month.

Awakening my inner somewhat artistic soul. I really couldn’t boast of my art skills but when I’m in the mood, I can be pretty artistic too. Since we’re on LDR, I really dedicate time and exert effort in doing something “special” for her. I’m a sucker for gift giving and I totally suck at giving gifts, but I do love to put some personal touch on everything that I will give to the people that I love. For this month, and my mood allowed me to do so, I tried to sketch some of my favorite pictures of her and two of them are sketches of her and her most hated crab! Seriously, I was laughing the entire time I was doing the sketches because I could only imagine her reaction on the crab. I haven’t done sketching in ages and I must say, I think the output’s satisfactory. Hey! It’s the effort that counts right?

She’s the type of girl who’s not really into sweet things and I’m pretty sure she’s not even aware that she’s being sweet sometimes. She sent me these flowers and asked me randomly, “I haven’t gave you flowers before right?” which of course is a yes because I haven’t received a single leaf or petal from her before. I found it too cute and sweet of her because it seems like the idea just came out of nowhere but then the act itself is too sweet for me. I don’t know if she’s even aware that what she did is so nakakakilig.

Chasing sunset every day. It has become a part of my everyday life to try and catch some sunset on my way home, then babe and I will exchange shots afterwards. It’s amazing how you get to see the same sun everyday yet you get to feel different emotions upon seeing it, you know what I mean? It’s like they may be the same sunset, but the memories or the events that you can acquaint to it would vary from time to time, it changes everyday.       

So this sunflower grew out of our pet bird’s leftovers. I just find the situation quite amusing because I can relate her growth with the concept of adaptation. Isn’t it very challenging to adapt to an environment that is out of your comfort zone? Pretty scary yet the very thought of it excites me in a way that I wanted to be this sunflower – I can be thrown anywhere and still manage to live, bloom, and survive.

Since I literally stayed inside the house the whole weekend, I decided to pay the front yard a visit. It was 6 o’clock in the afternoon when I decided to go out and these sparkly flashes of light caught my attention. It’s just so mesmerizing to see how they sparkle against the leaves and branches of the tree, so calm and so natural. Reminds me of home.

P.S. I wasn’t able to do some journal writing and updating of blog post ideas because I realized I have to give my eyes and brain a break from the computer and from anything that will further exhaust them. But Ramadan is fast approaching so maybe I’ll use my spare time during those days to totally have some journal lovin’ and blog posts updating. Much love!   

(Source: brokenreylroad)

  • 21st May
    2014
  • 21
This is a long way overdue like seriously my apologies dear li’l sister K (Kaila) and thank you so much for awarding me The Sunshine Award, my very first Tumblr award! Yayy! I think I haven’t noticed it before on my ask box until last night I decided to browse back old messages and I found this cute little blessing! ;-)
I have to share and answer these stuff so here it goes.
The blogger who received the award must:
1. Acknowledge the nominating blogger. 2. Share 11 random facts of yourself.3. Answer 11 questions from the nominating blogger.4. List 11 bloggers to recommend. They should be bloggers you believe deserve some recognition and a little blogging love!”5. Post 11 questions for the bloggers you nominate answer and let all the bloggers know they have been nominated. You cannot nominate the blogger who nominated you. Enjoy!
11 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT REYL:
1. I love to travel, see the beauty and explore the hidden natural treasures of other places.
2. I’m into mid – extreme outdoor activities and adventures.
3. I love surfing, so much! I’m still on the learning process though, but I’m getting there.
4. I’m a wild child, a free spirit who’s in the process of living my life to the extreme fullest.
5. Fascinated with the smell of old books and the vintage – faded color of its pages.
6. Forever amazed by the beauty of sunsets and sunrises, the vast sea and the open sky.
7. Family – oriented and God – fearing person; not religious tho.
8. I love hanging out with my super friends, go on out – of – town trips, food trips, surf breaks; we can do pretty much everything under the sun when we’re together. That’s how spontaneous we are.
9. Graduated college at the age of 18, pretty young as compared to the norm (proud kid here!).
10. I’m a talented kid also (self – proclaimed), kidding aside, I always encourage myself to try and do things that I haven’t tried before; pretty much the “say yes to every opportunity” kind of attitude that I possess.
11. I have a strong personality and people perceive me as intimidating at first, but once you get to know me, get ready for some serious shiznit sistah! ;)
11 QUESTIONS FROM KAILA:
1. Do you have an adventurous taste bud or a conservative one? I must say I do have a mid – adventurous taste bud ;) I love food..a whole freaking lot! I can manage or bring myself to eat almost anything except for beef and onions.
2. What is your style in clothing? I don’t really know how to answer this but let’s see. I’m a vamp – chic who loves to wear tank top under and denim bottom (jeans or distressed shorts). I love oversized shirts, hoodie/jacket, cardigans, and jerseys. My most love would be my so called “beach – trio” bikini top, loose tank top, and board shorts.
3. Was there a time your faith was tested? Will you mind sharing that experience? What did you do? I can’t remember a time or an event tho, but one thing’s for sure, I know how much He loves me and I’ve entrusted him pretty much everything there is in my life right now. I’m human and there are times when I felt weak but He’s so great He always lifts me up and whisper, “You can do it, you’re my child, you have a brave heart so stand up and try again.”  
4. What is your personality? Type A personality
5. What are the things that relaxes you? I write whatever floats my boat on my personal journal or planner, I blog, I write literary pieces like poems, candid stories, and even lyrics.  I rarely do sketches, which would have to depend on my mood really and I also read books. Just spending some quiet time by the beach, hearing nothing but the waves and birds chirping, waiting for the sunset and smelling the afternoon sea breeze, that’s my favorite me – time.
6. What are the top 5 songs on your playlist? Well, I usually put my playlist on random but these five are my favorites – Ours (T. Swift), All of Me (J. Legend), Beautiful (Mali Music), Neonlights (D. Lovato), and Wish You Were Here (A. Lavigne).
7. What is your comfort food? KitKat and Cotton Candy
8. What is your recent happy moment? Babe posted a video of her singing I’d Lie (T. Swift). For me it’s really sweet though I don’t know if she’s even aware that the gesture she just made was super nakaka-kilig. ;)
9. What annoys you the most? Messy and unorganized environment, people touching/using my stuff without my permission, bad smells, and narrow – minded people.
10. Are you fond of going out or just staying at home? Why? I rarely go to malls because seeing too many people in one compact place suffocates me. I only go out if I’m going on out – of – town trips for like three days or surf breaks, a visit in the province or elsewhere which will require a couple of hours travelling (thru land or sea).
11. Why do you blog? I blog mainly because I have tons of unspoken words which needs to be express. I want to share a portion of my life to others, share my adventures and get to know other people’s stories as well. I’m a sucker for “real life” stories and as much as I love reading fictional books, I love to spend time reading posts from personal blogs that I follow, get to know their stories, be inspired, and collect some thoughts to ponder.
- Avoid negativity as much as possible, don’t worry or don’t over think too much. No matter what happens stay positive.
11 BLOGGERS:
♥ Camie Juan (Wild-spirit.net)
♥ Ina Yulo (callherhollywood.tumblr.com)
♥ Tia Blanco (tiablanco.tumblr.com)
♥ Ellie Jean Coffey (elliejeancoffey.tumblr.com)
♥ Mitch (maliciousmitch.tumblr.com)
♥ Carllyn (theedorkdiaries.tumblr.com)
♥ Larissa (lariicsngl.tumblr.com)
♥ Christian (chirstianrellis.tumblr.com)
♥ Christine (xtinepena.tumblr.com)
♥ Alyssa (thewallflowersecrets.com)
♥ Sue (suediaries.tumblr.com)
 11 QUESTIONS FROM REYL:
1. What (could be a person, a thing, or anything) do you value the most in your life and why?
2. Most unforgettable moment by far?
3. Favorite childhood memory/ies?
4. Favorite expression?
5. What’s your idea of a dream date?
6. What’s your idea of “me – time”?
7. What are your top 5 favorite movies of all time?
8. What are your pet peeves?
9. What are the personal characteristics of a person that turns you on?
10. If you could be anywhere right now, at this very moment, where would it be and why?
11. If you could tell someone something that you haven’t got the chance to tell them yet, who and what would it be?
I guess it ends here so yeah! I enjoyed answering Kaila’s questions and I’m looking forward to read yours too! ♥ much love!

This is a long way overdue like seriously my apologies dear li’l sister K (Kaila) and thank you so much for awarding me The Sunshine Award, my very first Tumblr award! Yayy! I think I haven’t noticed it before on my ask box until last night I decided to browse back old messages and I found this cute little blessing! ;-)

I have to share and answer these stuff so here it goes.

The blogger who received the award must:

1. Acknowledge the nominating blogger. 
2. Share 11 random facts of yourself.
3. Answer 11 questions from the nominating blogger.
4. List 11 bloggers to recommend. They should be bloggers you believe deserve some recognition and a little blogging love!”
5. Post 11 questions for the bloggers you nominate answer and let all the bloggers know they have been nominated. You cannot nominate the blogger who nominated you. Enjoy!

11 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT REYL:

1. I love to travel, see the beauty and explore the hidden natural treasures of other places.

2. I’m into mid – extreme outdoor activities and adventures.

3. I love surfing, so much! I’m still on the learning process though, but I’m getting there.

4. I’m a wild child, a free spirit who’s in the process of living my life to the extreme fullest.

5. Fascinated with the smell of old books and the vintage – faded color of its pages.

6. Forever amazed by the beauty of sunsets and sunrises, the vast sea and the open sky.

7. Family – oriented and God – fearing person; not religious tho.

8. I love hanging out with my super friends, go on out – of – town trips, food trips, surf breaks; we can do pretty much everything under the sun when we’re together. That’s how spontaneous we are.

9. Graduated college at the age of 18, pretty young as compared to the norm (proud kid here!).

10. I’m a talented kid also (self – proclaimed), kidding aside, I always encourage myself to try and do things that I haven’t tried before; pretty much the “say yes to every opportunity” kind of attitude that I possess.

11. I have a strong personality and people perceive me as intimidating at first, but once you get to know me, get ready for some serious shiznit sistah! ;)

11 QUESTIONS FROM KAILA:

1. Do you have an adventurous taste bud or a conservative one? I must say I do have a mid – adventurous taste bud ;) I love food..a whole freaking lot! I can manage or bring myself to eat almost anything except for beef and onions.

2. What is your style in clothing? I don’t really know how to answer this but let’s see. I’m a vamp – chic who loves to wear tank top under and denim bottom (jeans or distressed shorts). I love oversized shirts, hoodie/jacket, cardigans, and jerseys. My most love would be my so called “beach – trio” bikini top, loose tank top, and board shorts.

3. Was there a time your faith was tested? Will you mind sharing that experience? What did you do? I can’t remember a time or an event tho, but one thing’s for sure, I know how much He loves me and I’ve entrusted him pretty much everything there is in my life right now. I’m human and there are times when I felt weak but He’s so great He always lifts me up and whisper, “You can do it, you’re my child, you have a brave heart so stand up and try again.”  

4. What is your personality? Type A personality

5. What are the things that relaxes you? I write whatever floats my boat on my personal journal or planner, I blog, I write literary pieces like poems, candid stories, and even lyrics.  I rarely do sketches, which would have to depend on my mood really and I also read books. Just spending some quiet time by the beach, hearing nothing but the waves and birds chirping, waiting for the sunset and smelling the afternoon sea breeze, that’s my favorite me – time.

6. What are the top 5 songs on your playlist? Well, I usually put my playlist on random but these five are my favorites – Ours (T. Swift), All of Me (J. Legend), Beautiful (Mali Music), Neonlights (D. Lovato), and Wish You Were Here (A. Lavigne).

7. What is your comfort food? KitKat and Cotton Candy

8. What is your recent happy moment? Babe posted a video of her singing I’d Lie (T. Swift). For me it’s really sweet though I don’t know if she’s even aware that the gesture she just made was super nakaka-kilig. ;)

9. What annoys you the most? Messy and unorganized environment, people touching/using my stuff without my permission, bad smells, and narrow – minded people.

10. Are you fond of going out or just staying at home? Why? I rarely go to malls because seeing too many people in one compact place suffocates me. I only go out if I’m going on out – of – town trips for like three days or surf breaks, a visit in the province or elsewhere which will require a couple of hours travelling (thru land or sea).

11. Why do you blog? I blog mainly because I have tons of unspoken words which needs to be express. I want to share a portion of my life to others, share my adventures and get to know other people’s stories as well. I’m a sucker for “real life” stories and as much as I love reading fictional books, I love to spend time reading posts from personal blogs that I follow, get to know their stories, be inspired, and collect some thoughts to ponder.

- Avoid negativity as much as possible, don’t worry or don’t over think too much. No matter what happens stay positive.

11 BLOGGERS:

♥ Camie Juan (Wild-spirit.net)

♥ Ina Yulo (callherhollywood.tumblr.com)

♥ Tia Blanco (tiablanco.tumblr.com)

♥ Ellie Jean Coffey (elliejeancoffey.tumblr.com)

♥ Mitch (maliciousmitch.tumblr.com)

♥ Carllyn (theedorkdiaries.tumblr.com)

♥ Larissa (lariicsngl.tumblr.com)

♥ Christian (chirstianrellis.tumblr.com)

♥ Christine (xtinepena.tumblr.com)

♥ Alyssa (thewallflowersecrets.com)

♥ Sue (suediaries.tumblr.com)

 11 QUESTIONS FROM REYL:

1. What (could be a person, a thing, or anything) do you value the most in your life and why?

2. Most unforgettable moment by far?

3. Favorite childhood memory/ies?

4. Favorite expression?

5. What’s your idea of a dream date?

6. What’s your idea of “me – time”?

7. What are your top 5 favorite movies of all time?

8. What are your pet peeves?

9. What are the personal characteristics of a person that turns you on?

10. If you could be anywhere right now, at this very moment, where would it be and why?

11. If you could tell someone something that you haven’t got the chance to tell them yet, who and what would it be?

I guess it ends here so yeah! I enjoyed answering Kaila’s questions and I’m looking forward to read yours too! ♥ much love!

(Source: brokenreylroad)

  • 20th May
    2014
  • 20
what's your girlfriend like? can you describe her? how long have you been together? I'm a bi by the way, but just curious.

Asked by: Anonymous

go check my Girlfriend Diaries anon. :)

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    2014
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  • 18th May
    2014
  • 18
1. Weekend Skype date with mom & dad, my baby Sam and babe. Couldn’t help but to smile and miss home more when Sam said, “antagal mo naman umuwi, namimiss na kita eh. Pasalubong ko ah.” Sweet kiddo! ♥
2. Babe and I exchanging sunsets that we have captured almost every day. Yeah, sunset is our favorite time of the day.
3. Looking forward for a long weekend next week! Hurrrrah! Planning to have some journal lovin’ and blog posts drafting. Ideas are starting to pile up on my planner.
4. Found this cool website called wix.com wherein you can create and customize your own website for free; currently started customizing my page because I’m planning to have one for my literary pieces/entries, more like a portfolio. Wishing for more patience tho.
5. DIY distressed denim shorts and classic black top/beach cover up.
6. Another business concept presentation to nail this week!
7. The thought that every day, I’m getting closer and closer to achieving my 5 – year goal really inspires me to gather my shiznit together and do what I need to do.
8. Yummy scrambled egg + lil bit of rice + a mug of milk + white bread with nutella spread for breakfast. ♥
9. When you’re in the Middle East, a well ventilated taxi is L.O.V.E.
10. There’s so much to be thankful for and I think this one’s for still waking me up today; thanks Dear Lord for letting me experience life this way.
Sometimes it’s the little things that we tend to overlook and forget to appreciate. If you’d only pay attention to these little things, you’ll see more about life. Share your list and join Camie’s (Wild-Spirit.net) link up! Share and be inspired as well! ♥ Have a happy week ahead!

1. Weekend Skype date with mom & dad, my baby Sam and babe. Couldn’t help but to smile and miss home more when Sam said, “antagal mo naman umuwi, namimiss na kita eh. Pasalubong ko ah.” Sweet kiddo!

2. Babe and I exchanging sunsets that we have captured almost every day. Yeah, sunset is our favorite time of the day.

3. Looking forward for a long weekend next week! Hurrrrah! Planning to have some journal lovin’ and blog posts drafting. Ideas are starting to pile up on my planner.

4. Found this cool website called wix.com wherein you can create and customize your own website for free; currently started customizing my page because I’m planning to have one for my literary pieces/entries, more like a portfolio. Wishing for more patience tho.

5. DIY distressed denim shorts and classic black top/beach cover up.

6. Another business concept presentation to nail this week!

7. The thought that every day, I’m getting closer and closer to achieving my 5 – year goal really inspires me to gather my shiznit together and do what I need to do.

8. Yummy scrambled egg + lil bit of rice + a mug of milk + white bread with nutella spread for breakfast.

9. When you’re in the Middle East, a well ventilated taxi is L.O.V.E.

10. There’s so much to be thankful for and I think this one’s for still waking me up today; thanks Dear Lord for letting me experience life this way.

Sometimes it’s the little things that we tend to overlook and forget to appreciate. If you’d only pay attention to these little things, you’ll see more about life. Share your list and join Camie’s (Wild-Spirit.net) link up! Share and be inspired as well! Have a happy week ahead!

(Source: brokenreylroad)

  • 11th May
    2014
  • 11
                                           C U R R E N T L Y …
♥ reading more like researching and browsing for hamburger patty forming machines for the Burger Shop project. Yeah! As if the Chocolate and Coffee Shop projects are not enough right?
♥ writing down my thoughts through this post while concurrently doing my other tasks. Talking about multi – tasking. 
♥ listening to the sound of paper/carton (paper used when testing the smell of the perfume) being cut by our Chemical Technician who’s work station has been transferred beside me. 
♥ watching how the clock on the lower right part of my monitor tick ever so slow. I want to go home already that’s why.
♥ thinking about that person I UNEXPECTEDLY dreamt of last night. I haven’t thought of that person for a quite a long time really.   
♥ smelling the sweetness of the freeze dried fruits coming out from the sample boxes aligned here on my desk. Like seriously, these samples have nowhere to go except for my desk and I do not really like this idea at all because they’re starting to pile up. 
♥ wishing for a surf break soon! Working for like a couple of months straight is not really my thing, I need a break! A surf break specifically.
♥ hoping that the summer heat won’t kill my forever summer vibe. I’d be one lucky kid if summer this year here would be a bit gentle. I know I’m hoping against hope right, who am I kidding; I’m in the Middle East where summer fucks everybody’s life except itself.
♥ wearing my coral green Giordano in 3/4 (Chinese collar and button - down) and skinny slack pants in wood green for that “meadow feels” kind of look today. Nah! Actually, I’m too lazy to dress up every Sunday. 
♥ loving the sweater weather feels in my room earlier this morning. I actually thought that it rained last night because of the moist outside the window. I turned around and cuddle with my pillow then I realized that my sorry ass has to wake up already and prepare for work.
♥ wanting to buy a new rash guard and or wetsuit from Billabong in preparation for my super anticipated summer surf break.
♥ needing to go on a much – needed surf break. First option would be the Wild Wadi Park in Jumeirah, Dubai. 
♥ feeling a bit enlightened and refreshed because I was able to talk to my mom about certain family matters and all that stuff. Really, mommy knows best! And I feel blessed because she’s my mom; I thank Him every day for it. 
To all the moms out there, you are all great and we thank you for all the sacrifices that you have made for us. We thank you for not giving up on us no matter how stubborn we were, and for loving us unconditionally during those times that we weren’t lovable really. Words are not enough to describe just how wonderful you are inside and out. Happy Mother’s Day! ♥ 

                                           C U R R E N T L Y …

reading more like researching and browsing for hamburger patty forming machines for the Burger Shop project. Yeah! As if the Chocolate and Coffee Shop projects are not enough right?

writing down my thoughts through this post while concurrently doing my other tasks. Talking about multi – tasking.

listening to the sound of paper/carton (paper used when testing the smell of the perfume) being cut by our Chemical Technician who’s work station has been transferred beside me.

watching how the clock on the lower right part of my monitor tick ever so slow. I want to go home already that’s why.

thinking about that person I UNEXPECTEDLY dreamt of last night. I haven’t thought of that person for a quite a long time really.   

smelling the sweetness of the freeze dried fruits coming out from the sample boxes aligned here on my desk. Like seriously, these samples have nowhere to go except for my desk and I do not really like this idea at all because they’re starting to pile up. 

wishing for a surf break soon! Working for like a couple of months straight is not really my thing, I need a break! A surf break specifically.

hoping that the summer heat won’t kill my forever summer vibe. I’d be one lucky kid if summer this year here would be a bit gentle. I know I’m hoping against hope right, who am I kidding; I’m in the Middle East where summer fucks everybody’s life except itself.

wearing my coral green Giordano in 3/4 (Chinese collar and button - down) and skinny slack pants in wood green for that “meadow feels” kind of look today. Nah! Actually, I’m too lazy to dress up every Sunday.

loving the sweater weather feels in my room earlier this morning. I actually thought that it rained last night because of the moist outside the window. I turned around and cuddle with my pillow then I realized that my sorry ass has to wake up already and prepare for work.

wanting to buy a new rash guard and or wetsuit from Billabong in preparation for my super anticipated summer surf break.

needing to go on a much – needed surf break. First option would be the Wild Wadi Park in Jumeirah, Dubai.

feeling a bit enlightened and refreshed because I was able to talk to my mom about certain family matters and all that stuff. Really, mommy knows best! And I feel blessed because she’s my mom; I thank Him every day for it.

To all the moms out there, you are all great and we thank you for all the sacrifices that you have made for us. We thank you for not giving up on us no matter how stubborn we were, and for loving us unconditionally during those times that we weren’t lovable really. Words are not enough to describe just how wonderful you are inside and out. Happy Mother’s Day! ♥ 

(Source: brokenreylroad)

  • 7th May
    2014
  • 07
It’s the little things about our significant other that we sometimes tend to overlook. However, these little things are also part of who they are, the unique details that makes them special. I do believe that by recognizing these little details about them, we will see and appreciate just how special this person is for us. So I decided to adapt Callherhollywood’s 5 Randoms. My own version will be a list of random facts about me and my girlfriend, our similarities and differences, our weirdness, our traits and behaviors, our like and dislikes, and all the things in between. Here’s for my first list.   
About her:
♥ She doesn’t like crabs and shrimps like these two really freak the hell out of her.
♥ She loves to collect snapback caps.
♥ She’s “feet – jerking” whenever she tries to fall asleep. When the “feet – jerking” stopped, that means she’s out.
♥ She’s an athlete and loves volleyball more than any other sports there is.
♥ She has this cute scar right beside her right eye, just a little under her brow. She got it on a motorcycle accident during high school.
About me:
♥ Crabs and shrimps are my favorites and I don’t eat beef, like at all.
♥ I have an obsessive collection of hoodies and jackets.
♥ I can’t sleep without my trusty pair of comfy socks on.
♥ I love surfing and I’m still on the learning stage and I’m also into “mildly extreme” outdoor activities.
♥ When I was in 2nd grade, I got into an accident. A pedicab (tri – wheeled bicycle) hit me and almost killed me if it weren’t for my left arm which blocked the metal sheet against my neck. I had 6 stitches on my left arm but as I grow, the scar starts to lighten little by little and now it’s gone, vanished!

It’s the little things about our significant other that we sometimes tend to overlook. However, these little things are also part of who they are, the unique details that makes them special. I do believe that by recognizing these little details about them, we will see and appreciate just how special this person is for us. So I decided to adapt Callherhollywood’s 5 Randoms. My own version will be a list of random facts about me and my girlfriend, our similarities and differences, our weirdness, our traits and behaviors, our like and dislikes, and all the things in between. Here’s for my first list.   

About her:

♥ She doesn’t like crabs and shrimps like these two really freak the hell out of her.

♥ She loves to collect snapback caps.

♥ She’s “feet – jerking” whenever she tries to fall asleep. When the “feet – jerking” stopped, that means she’s out.

♥ She’s an athlete and loves volleyball more than any other sports there is.

♥ She has this cute scar right beside her right eye, just a little under her brow. She got it on a motorcycle accident during high school.

About me:

♥ Crabs and shrimps are my favorites and I don’t eat beef, like at all.

♥ I have an obsessive collection of hoodies and jackets.

♥ I can’t sleep without my trusty pair of comfy socks on.

♥ I love surfing and I’m still on the learning stage and I’m also into “mildly extreme” outdoor activities.

♥ When I was in 2nd grade, I got into an accident. A pedicab (tri – wheeled bicycle) hit me and almost killed me if it weren’t for my left arm which blocked the metal sheet against my neck. I had 6 stitches on my left arm but as I grow, the scar starts to lighten little by little and now it’s gone, vanished!

(Source: brokenreylroad)

  • 28th April
    2014
  • 28